You think so many other women are prettier than you. Yes, sadly, those sloppy notes mean something. Handwriting traits like these can be mighty revealing, but it's important to consider other factors as well. Anyone that has a big looped d has also developed some powerful defense mechanisms to guard such an open wound.
This is typical of a dual personality. We all have fears and insecurities. I should warn you that, although it is often discussed as an anger at the opposite gender… it really is a deep need for validation from the opposite gender. Wants to be right. Represents will power of the individual.
She had a very low self-image that caused her to feel that she deserved the violent treatment. If so, it might mean you're a little too uptight. That is the personality you see on the good days.
In relationships, it sticks up its ugly head and will cause you problems. Combative will, ambition, contradiction, rebellion, aggressive tendency. Size of the t-bar provides an idea of the containment and repression of the individual.